Sunday night I started reading a book that several people have deemed a "must read". So, in the quiet of the evening I opened the book and was amazed at what I found. What I found was another reminder that we (humans) have no clue as to what the true nature and
character of the Creator of the Universe
truly entails. We have our
preconceived notions and ideas that we've learned from Sunday School, and those are good. But, my heart was stirred as to the fact He is so much MORE than we can even grasp. His love and beauty are deep and vibrant. And even in the moments it seems we are all alone He is our next breath. I love the fact that we will never fully understand the mystery that surrounds Him this side of eternity. I find it hard to grasp that He loved (loves) me when I am completely unlovable. My brain can hardly wrap around the concept that before I ever responded to His love He was preparing a way to spend forever with me. I finished the book just before bed last night. As I was about to drift off to sleep, I had to ask myself one question...Why do I allow myself to limit a limitless God? Call it whatever you want to, but this simple minded little girl needed a gentle reminder that the One I serve is more than capable to handle my failure, fear, doubt, selfishness, anger, sorrow, and any other emotion in between. Have you ever had a moment when a concept just becomes a little more concrete for you? I love this song:
The more I seek you, the more I find you.
The more I find you, the more I love you.
I want to sit at Your feet, drink from the cup in Your hand.
Lay back against You and breathe, feel Your heartbeat.
This love is so deep it's more than I can stand.
I melt in Your peace. It's overwhelming.
As you seek Him today, may you find Him in a deeper way. And when you find Him, may you fall in love with Him all over again. May you be overwhelmed today. I know I am.